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What I've Seen

by Total Recall (FIN)

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1.
Taxi Driver 03:49
Childhood memories so warm never thought my world could turn this cold looking at today fills me up with hate looking at you, my heart's about to break human waste, i see it everywhere mankind turned into filth and you don't care because I know where you go when the night falls in you want to see some skin before going to bed you need to fill her head "after this bottle of wine she will be mine" hey there little girl, don't you cry I'm not like them I see you still got some beauty left inside your head death dealers on the streets zombies everywhere if you're not careful enough you're gonna end up like them they have sold their very souls to the god of needles and smoke to get their kicks they're gonna need their fix they're destroying their friends by destroying themselves I got some bad ideas in my head this disease in my neighborhood has to end I'm too tired, too tired of living in a world with no justice at all so sick of living in a world where moral can be both bought and sold here's a man who won't take any more me and my .44 are gonna be the karma of these streets if death is what you want then death you will get I'm gonna kill you all and feel nothing.
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Stabber Lee 01:48
My name is Stabber Lee and I'm the baddest man in town I know my way around and I have dropped some fools down at daytime I'm your everyday normal guy watching TV and eating junkfood but when the night comes I get to do what I do: picking up fights with you at 4 AM when the bars close down that's when I come around looking for some cigarettes looking for some food and if you fuck with me my blade fucks you so don't you try anything if you know what's good for you my name is Stabber Lee and this is my knife I like to keep it sharp every day and every night you might have seen me on the news doing my thing, slicing some dudes but that's just what I do besides drinking beer and being cool at 4 AM when the bars close down that's when I come around looking for some cigarettes looking for some food and if you mess with me my blade will mess you up you better give me what I want or I'm gonna cut you up.
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I have taken shit from the world countless insults and funny stares just from being different because life as a finnish male seems to come with a pre-made plan if I don't join the army I will never be a man but I prefer to try to find myself I want to know my own head I know I'm young but I get older every year and every year I feel a bit stronger in my head my war, my war a war against myself my war, my war a war against everyone else.
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No One 03:56
You try to get close and I try to let you in but why should I do that if you're gonna hurt me anyway? my mind has turned into a fortress where no one comes in my insecurity into a sickness that just won't go away overthought things in my head disappointment in myself I have fell in love, I have dwelled in love and it's the biggest burton I've had so far No one, no one, no one not even me no one, no one no one comes in You try to get close and I try to let you in this time this is really something this time I will dare the only thing that scares me is my head and I promise you I will try to fix it Heartache to heartache heartbreak to heartbreak I've been let down, I've been let down I have let me down I want to change, I try to change I don't want to feel this way And I try and I try and I try and I try but it's so hard to trust anyone when will I ever learn?
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I looked in the mirror today I looked into my eyes those tired eyes... I saw a child I saw a man I saw everything that makes me who I am I have seen happiness I have seen darkness I know loneliness and all I've seen is in that mirror staring back at me I have seen what happens to a person who abides agony (for too long) I know what it does to your brains I have seen that pain and I know what you think but these scars are just too deep I tried to get away from my past but it won't let me leave Look into my eyes can you see the things I see? can you feel the things I have felt and feel?

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Our first album that came out as a 10" vinyl in early summer of 2012. Still lots of copies left, so if you're interested to get the actual physical record, send us an email to totalrecallhc@gmail.com.

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released June 1, 2012

Santeri - guitar, Juska - vocals, Temsu - bass, Aki - drums. Released by Ruori Records (RUORI009), Face Your Gods (FYG005), Parta Records (PARTA006) and United Shoebrothers (SHOE009).

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Total Recall (FIN) Finland

Hardcore punk from Jyväskylä, Finland. Started out with straight-forward old school hardcore, ended up with something else.

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